glamour-queen.blogspot.com

2011-10-01T00:27:00.001+08:00

This blog needs a revival!

Angels

2011-07-18T00:09:00.003+08:00

SO SMOKINNNN' HOTTTTTTTT!

S c h o o l

2011-06-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

Enrolled and made payment for my psychology undergraduate degree last week, only to change my mind a few days later. Haiyayaya, still went for the orientation today, which was kinda boring. In the end, Shu and I left, and went to do our withdrawal from this course.

Decided to accept business marketing, cos not only is it 10k cheaper, I'll still be able to complete my studies earlier. Besides, reading isn't really my thing, so psychology would definitely use up my brain juice! Hahaha.

So yeahh, will prolly have to attend another orientation (siannnn), but on the good side, school'll will be starting in aug instead of july! Yipeee!

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Vacation

2011-06-07T09:03:00.000+08:00

Leaving on a short holiday in a bit! Just the perfect time for a vacation!

Xoxo.
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MBS

2011-05-31T23:32:00.018+08:00

Last week was a super busy week!
Natnatboy's 22nd birthday @ MBS!
Time flies & i've known him since secondary school days.
I even remember the card I made for him when he turned 18!

Reached there later than planned,
& headed to the skypark shortly after.
Something that cannot be missed....

Caught the sunset while dipping in the pool.
& while G and I were at the edge, overlooking the CBD area,
we were chatting about how much we've both grown.
+ we cannot agree more that it's so "empire state building" ish,
the feeling i mean, idk how to describe, but if you know, you'll understand...

The birthday boy looking all red, and smelling like alcohol!!
The alcohol smell was damn strong, i thought he was drunk!

& I "koped" some photos from G's Cammy:

We are whores, Camwhores, We camwhore like crazyyy...

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Ok, the end!
Sogurt's anniversary party @ zouk was on Saturday.
Till the next entry!

xoxo.

Working out.

2011-05-31T02:09:00.001+08:00

Luxury

2011-05-16T01:17:00.005+08:00

Glenys spotted me in this video by fashiontv!

I never dared to mention my workplace last year, to keep myself out of trouble,
but this was where i was!
Very beautiful place, extremely pampering, total luxury...

oh, how time flies!

nomzzz

2011-05-08T23:40:00.005+08:00

I WANNA EAT THIS NOWNOWNOWWWW!!!!!!!!

Anywayyy, Its grad day tomorrow!
part of me's excited, and the other part hates it.
Its super troublesome,
but for the sake of my papamama.

Wtf.

2011-05-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

I don't care about the other districts etc, but what were the residents in Aljunied thinking!?

I understand how much people want changes for the better, but considering how much GY has done?

Why be blinded by present benefits than to consider long term plans.

So disappointed.
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Double Shotzz

2011-05-07T02:06:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATTY PATTY!

WHAT A NIGHT ♥

2008

2009

2010

2011

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xoxo,
Anything you can do, i can do better.

ChubbyBunny

2011-05-05T01:51:00.000+08:00

This is my favourite Chubbybunny song that I created..

One little chubbybunny lookin @ you.
One little chubbybunny dk what to do.
One little chubbybunny says who,
One little chubbybunny says you!

... Copyright ok!
Lots of effort, brain and love goes into this!

Hahaha I love it. EVERYONE LOVES IT!! Hee Ask me to sing it to you, you'll be hooked for sure.

Xoxo.
Chubbybunny
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Old like Gold

2011-05-03T17:25:00.008+08:00

I looked through all my photos & realized that i've aged so much. Like so old now.
Nowadays, salesgirls always call me mam, no more miss alr, why????
& worst, that day the kid who was purchasing yougurt, called me aunty, not the first time ok! >:(
ohmygod.

ANYWAYYY, BANGS NO BANGS???

bitchfit.

2011-04-29T15:44:00.001+08:00

WOW. ONCE TWICE THRICE IN A ROW ..!..

2011-04-24T13:08:00.010+08:00

UPDATE AGAIN LATER.

Sway with me

2011-04-18T00:20:00.001+08:00

Signed up @ Groove, & this starts on wednesday. ohmygod.

2011-04-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Fuck this shit. Fuck you, you, and all of you.
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Like an Ape

2011-04-14T02:22:00.000+08:00

This is a really random topic.

Gonna type out some stuff I really dislike and would wanna live without. There's a lot of stuff, but I'll start off with HAIR..

.I believe that humans should only have hair on their head, brows, lashes and NOWHERE ELSE! (Unless you're an angmoh, I wouldn't mind your manly stubble! Heee! )

Idk the purpose of hair at other areas and idk why god planted hair at various places. Maybe he had too much seeds to spare? Hmmmmm.
But I think its really pointless! Best to get waxed, plucked or removed! Get rid of the bushes! We ain't apes!

I get so annoyed by hair, I've ever tried IPL (not saying where, but IPL isn't a 100% though, in fact I think it isn't worth the $.)

I'm always telling Terry that being hairy only increases your chances of catching fire & being burnt. It makes sense doesn't it!?! Its very dangerous!
I really don't appreciate hair, eek.

Don't get burned, get clean & licked. (Hahaha)
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Kachingzz

2011-04-09T03:02:00.003+08:00

Extrated from Source:
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1111582/1/.html

"Finance Minister Tharman Shanmugaratnam said 80 per cent of Singaporeans will receive S$600 to S$800 in Growth Dividends.

"Those with low incomes and who live in a three-room or smaller HDB flat will get a growth dividend of S$800," said Mr Tharman in his Budget speech in Parliament on Friday.

Meanwhile, "those in the middle-income group and who live in HDB flats and low-value private homes will receive a growth dividend of S$600," he added.

Mr Tharman said he would also give S$300 to those who live in expensive homes but do not have high incomes."

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ANYONE RECEIVED THE $$$$?

I have to wait till next year,
& that's if they're still giving out dividends.
300$ lehhhh, i want!!!!
so unfair, boohoos :(

Picture-perfect memories

2011-04-05T03:40:00.000+08:00

Its almost 330am right now & I can't sleeeep!
Its really getting me quite annoyed, cos I was really tired just now and fell asleep.
Then I woke up 1 hour later to take a shower, and now, here I am, awake!

Tossing & turning and thinking abt the past.
Mainly the people who came in and out of my life...thinking if things might be different now if it wasn't how it was before.. Hmmmm.

There are memories that I just can't let go off.

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& I wonder if I ever crossed your mind..
For me it happens all the time..
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SALZBURG

2011-03-25T17:12:00.021+08:00

GREETINGS FROM MUNICH!!!

I am currently in the hotel room & its only 10:25 am nowww. Alone in Munchen for today, cos i decided to skip the tour to the castle. Received a text saying that there's snow there, but nonono, i'm not gonna regret my decision.

So I'm gonna head out in a while to do some shopping alone& get some gifts.
OH YOU KNW HOW MANY FREAKING H&M STORES THEY HAVE!!? one street itself has 4 outlets, its crazy!

Also, I realise that I prefer shopping alone when i'm overseas,
& that's the only time i don't mind being alone, without worrying about pride issues, cos I know that I wouldnt bump into anyone I know. hehe (:

Right now, i'm kinda addicted to travelling already,planning the next trip overseas & allll!
BUT I SO DESERVE IT,
COS I GRADUATED FROM POLY ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahhahahahhaha
Results were out on Tuesday, & i received the graduation ceremony email too! :D

Skipping lessons, Missing the whole of UT3, Truthfully....I did worry about retaining ,
despite doing multiple calculations & planning my grades.

But at the end, the overall GPA is still higher than what I thought I would be!
Felt damn lucky, & it was a really happy day for me!

OKAYYY PHOTOS!
was in Salzburg, Austria yesterday.
Went to the birthplace of Mozart, Old Town....

Dress from bkk! Not enough to keep warm, but like I always say, beauty is more important. hahaha.

Journey to Saltzburg was 2hrs via Train!

Bridge Linking to Old Town!

H&M here, there & everywhere!

A few chocolate gifts! They had a wide variety of flavours! Gonna purchase more later!

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Gonna prepare to go out for lunch & shopping alr. TTFN!

Next post on MUNICH/MUNCHEN.

Sawadee Kha

2011-03-17T13:51:00.027+08:00

Spent 6d5n in Bangkok from the 10th-15th march!
Had wanted to do a blog post last week, but never had the time to do so.
Anywayy, we stayed at Tango Vibrant!
- Freakinnnnn cheap! Booked on Agoda for only $42++ a night
- new hotel
-excellent location
-Good rooms (very important! have to be clean & new & have a nice bathroom!)

The only downside is the SHITTY SERVICE though, they treat their guest as transparent, they don't greet and they don't even bother. FAIL.

But i won't say that i wouldnt stay there again, cos i just love how new it is & the location of the hotel. However, they definitely need to improve on customer service.

Okay, I'm not gonna post so much abt bkk alr, next post on Munich.
Yes, I AM CURRENTLY IN MUNICH, ALONE!!!!!!!!!

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bkk photos:

Shopping paradise

2011-03-12T01:40:00.001+08:00

GREETINGS FROM BANGKOK! <3

Marc Jacobs!

2011-03-04T02:53:00.000+08:00

1. Marc by M Jacobs Canvas Tote Bag In Fuschia
2. Marc by M Jacobs Canvas Tote Bag In Hot Pink
3. Marc by M Jacobs Canvas SHOULDER Tote Bag in Grey

PRICED AT $155 for pink & fuschia & $150 for grey.

ALL BAGS ARE brand new, 100% AUTH, no receipts given, but comes with ORIGINAL PACKAGING & TAGS.

Cuppy issues

2011-03-03T16:58:00.003+08:00

I've got a secret for you!

Wanna go 1 cup size bigger? forget boob job, just eat yogurt!
Not only does it increase the size, it becomes so motherfking firm too.
There's good & bad, but don't say i didnt warn you!

xoxo.

PREORDER

2011-03-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

PREORDER OPEN FOR LONGCHAMP LE PLIAGE!!!!

These are the prices of those retailing in SG ( approx.) :

Small Short Handle: $184

Medium Short Handle: $222
Medium Long Handle: $236

Large Short Handle: $243
Large Long Handle: $273

ORDER WITH ME & ITS ONLY $150 & $180 for the small & medium respectively!!!!!

GET IT NOWWWWWWW!!!!

We can't tell the future.

2011-02-19T02:09:00.001+08:00

It suddenly struck me that I would be 21 at the end of next year and this has always been quite a big deal for me, knowing that its when my parents will fully let go of their control over me.

But as I get closer to becoming older, reality dawns on me that many of my plans may not work out afterall.

After serious thoughts, I've concluded that I can't get engaged at 21, I can't get married at 23 and I can't have kids till 27? It's a far cry from what I've planned.

So how now? What now?
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Comme te po' capì chi te vò bene

2011-02-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

how can I
make you understand that I care about you
If you speak half American?
When we make love under the moon
How can you even think of saying "I love you".

The party's rockin'

2011-02-13T22:23:00.030+08:00

Been neglecting my blog for quite sometime.
Anyway, i'm done with my fkedup poly life! ok actually, its was since 2 wks ago that i had my self-declared holidays.
But, ITS FINALLY OVER, & its time to partyyyyy. <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-6WN8coovImk/TVf367vnnZI/AAAAAAAADRk/jgk0d-ylSbY/s1600/IMG-20110212-00235.jpg">

2011-01-27T18:43:00.001+08:00

DATE
ME.

Bkk!

2011-01-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

I'm in the cabby going home from work!
Guess what, I've completed the booking for wilson and angeline!
THEY'RE COMING WITH US TO BKK!!!
Cannot wait! Cannot wait for school to end, cannot wait to go bkk to shop, cannot wait for my fun to begin! Hee!

Xoxo.

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Tetris

2011-01-10T22:40:00.003+08:00

i like to party with the girls

that will drink till they're drunk

and change into their birthday suits

come with me we can dance and party all night

till we change into our birthday suits.

Too school for cool.

2011-01-08T12:43:00.001+08:00

I so wanna update this space, but I've been so busy recently. I'm a little free now, but I'm typing this via my bb cos my other laptop is in the car so there ain't no photos for this post.

I sometimes am so boliao that I read through all my old posts and get annoyed when its a boring post without photos, just like this. Oh and while reading, I sometimes also see how stupid I can get.

Anyway, I'm cracking my brains and wasting my energy on the course I should take in uni. Am planning to go to SIM, & have so far narrowed down my choices to:
1. Degree in arts (communications)
2. Degree in arts (psycology)
Or
3. Double major in both comm& psy.
All these from University of buffalo, NY.

Here's the biggest regret; its admission is based on O lvl results, and dip cert will only be considered for adv standing.

This means that I have spent 3 fking years wasting time + money, studying some course which I am not interested in. & now it isn't even needed!?!?!

Next, idk if the degree is worth my parent's money. Its the school with the highest school fees at 64k, but I may not even use the degree afterall. I may work for 2 yrs, or start up a business or I may choose not to work at all!
So what for spend so much on just a piece of paper, when its all gonna go down the drain?
Maybe I should take marketing instead? That saves them arnd 40k? Argh, planning my future is such a headache. I don't even knw what I want.

Ok, first of. all, my greatest fear is that idk if I'll even complete my dip. soon, I might have alr been banned frm taking ut. GPA wise, I'lll pass, but idk if the school might just make things difficult for me.
& my mom will kill me if I decide to go straight to uni w/o getting the goddamn diploma cert.

This just sucks. Argh, please god please, lemme get my certs faster than I think I will! Make a miracle happen, cos I knw that Os was a miracle too.

//Endnote: I hate school :(

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Month of celebrationnn.

2010-12-28T17:24:00.017+08:00

Super overdued post! & Many more coming up! Gonnnnna spammmmmm postsss.

Smallest party ever, but celebration across a few days, cos that's how much my birthday matters to me.

Love those who were part of it, xoxo<3

christmas isn't christmas till it happens in your heart.

2010-12-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

I've gotten my Blackberry bold 9780 for this christmas! Yippee hoohoo!:D
Ehanced features & better applications, but I still like my bold 9000 a lot.
Probably my bestest& most favourite phone thus far.

When 9780 first launched, I was pretty much attracted to it, but decided that my current phone was still in perfect condition, so I dropped the thought of changing it.
So when holidaying in Hatyai, I wanted to change the housing to barbie colours, but most of the shops had already ran out of the housings for that particular model.
Pissed off, I told myself there & then that I had to change my phone immed.
So here it is, another blackberry! =)

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Bold 9000's bid still ongoing. Current bidder @ $250sgd.
1 year old, condition 8.5/10, always protect in cover.
All accessories brandnew, except for charger.
4 pcs of free cover & 24k gold radiation absorber.
Will sell to highest bidder!!!!

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lastly,

MERRY CHIRSTMAS EVERYONE!<3

WTF.

2010-12-15T13:39:00.004+08:00

YEAH I HATE GOING TO CLASS, & I DON'T WANT TO.
I think it is a total waste of time, because I can do equally well w/o attending classes.
& its not as if i've never proven this in my test results for the past 5 semesters.
I have no fucking interest lah fuck, so matter how much you force me, it'll still be the same.
At least I know when I should study & I have enough pride to make sure I don't fucking repeat.
So let me off before I quit on my own. ccb.

Wishlist

2010-12-09T13:26:00.001+08:00

I'm at the salon @ fareast right nowww! Hightlighting+ treatment! Just a few months back, I just removed the highlights and told myself not to do it anymore, but look @ what's happening! I keep changing my mind. Urgh.

Anyway, wishlist for this december! I can't think of anything I need, except more lovelovelove. But there's a whole lot of things that I want!

1. Gift cards/vouchers. - really the BEST GIFT anyone can ever give me, besides Cash!
(Only f21/topshop etc. No NTUC, cold storage please!)

2. Sephora holiday blockbuster, $79,
Sephora 52 colors makeup palette, $49,
Sephora color beauty kit to go, $ 59.
All from Sephora.

3. Jewellery (tiffany and co. Or anything made of surgical steel/stirling silver/ diamonds only)

4. Longchamp le pilage (medium with short handles)

5. Blackberry Bold 9780/ Torch

6. Macbook air/ Sony Vaio

7. Cherio Italy bracelet, $99 from SK urban

8. A/X armani exchange gold watch with crystals, $289

9. Facial packages!

10. Guess Charm bracelet.

NO SOFT TOYS!!!!!

" Hi mommy are you seeing this? I know you might pop by my blog, ever since I found out that you actually google my name. "

Xoxo.
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DECEMBER

2010-12-01T23:06:00.010+08:00

My favourite month is here again!

My birthday+Christmas+ Holidays + vacations, what's not to love??

Will come up with my wishlist & post it up!=]

Have lots of overdue photos & So many things I wanna blog about! But now, the feeling's gone... So i'm just gonna post up the photos first.

Fishing/Porsche love/ Secret Hideout

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Field trip to OCC/Golf/Bowling

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Fammie Outing/ Hari Raya/ Cyling/ BBQ/ Stoning

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XOXO

Photon Belt & 2012

2010-11-25T15:27:00.002+08:00

Terry keeps telling me about how the earth will enter the photon belt & cause the world to end by 2012.

& after reading it, i think that the reasoning is kinda possible.

"we are moving into a zone in space that is band of photon energy. Our star moves into that band for about 2000 years and this event happens about every 11000 years. The last time we were in was Atlantis."
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"We are starting to move into the photon belt now and will be totally in the belt all the time by 2012. In the photon belt the walls between the different dimension becomes increasingly thin or non existent. One of the things that has to happen as we move into the photon belt is that we have to master the 4th dimension and integrate it into this planet."
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"WE ARE NOW POISED TO ENTER THIS PHOTON BELT between now and the end of this century. We have completed the full circle and are back at the beginning. It is described in detail in the bible, by books on mythology, by Nostradamus, and by modern day scientists. If the Earth enters first into the PHOTON BELT, the sky will appear to be on fire, but be assured, this is cold light, so there will be no heat."

"The Mayans departed hurriedly with the message also of their return, which scholars say is now imminent. Rock carvings around the world show drawings similar to the system of Alcione. Ball lightning...a phenomena about which little is known, is it perhaps little pockets of the Photon Belt?"

Read the compilation @ http://www.salemctr.com/photon/center5b.html

what do you think?

GO GOOGLE & READ UP FOR YOURSELF.

& MAYBE WATCH YOUTUBE TOO!

Krokodil

2010-11-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

Do you remember Schnappi the little Krokodil? So Kute!

Mettle Games 2010

2010-11-08T21:55:00.017+08:00

Photo Credits: Jinmin! ♥
Got them from his fb, cos those in my phone are kinda blur. Hope he wouldnt mind! :D

Worked with the boys + Shimin on Saturday. & on Sunday, It was only me+the boys. But time passed really fast, & We ended work early! :D
Also found out that some of the boys stay arnd my area, which is usually very rare!

Anyway, it was super sunny+warm throughout, & I think i hydrated myself with at least 2 btls of 100plus each day? but nevertheless, I still love working for events!♥
Maybe Barclays Open this weekend?

XOXO

& We fall back into the same patterns, Same routines..

2010-11-07T00:18:00.011+08:00

How was your public holiday? Cos mine sucked.
Quarrelled in the midst of a party, at home & in the middle of the night at 3 fuckin a.m.
Shouted till everyone in my family knew how upset i was, & it was only because you did what I hated the most. &the very fact that you chose to give up my happiness in exchange for your own selfish reasons.

Yes, I am that demanding because I have every right to be.

So now that you're at fault, I'll expect you to pick up the pieces and mend it all back.

This time baby, its my game and you better play it well.

#You'll wish it was, but fyi it doesnt involve anyone. So don't make stupid assumptions ok.

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I'M WORKING AT METTLE GAMES, F1 PIT BUILDING,
OVER THE WKENDS!

Will update with more pictures of the event tmr!
xoxo

Cookie Monstar

2010-11-05T16:22:00.005+08:00

Stab Me.

2010-10-30T23:36:00.005+08:00

At times like this, I wonder why my life is always screwed up by motherfuckers like you. Taking away my everything, and slowly killing me. I cry till I have no more tears left, & yet you do nothing but to watch me fall. I try so hard to put my past aside and pick myself up. & when i was strong again, you had to come into my life, robbing away my everything, & throwing me back into misery. I hate you so much, & yet I don't have the courage to let you go. FUCK MY LOVE. FUCK MY LIFE.

Human Bird Seed

2010-10-27T15:27:00.003+08:00

Wtf, i just watched episode 12 of numbnuts. You should watch it too.

Fucking covered in egg & breadcrumbs & used to attract the pigeons!
Just by watching it, I can already feel the fear!
Plus, with my bird phobia, I'll confirm die on the spot if it happens to me!

GO WATCH!

NN EP12 Idiot Track & Field-Human Birdseed from clicknetwork on Vimeo.

Leopard spots

2010-10-25T07:18:00.000+08:00

...I am a leopard, I never change my spots...

I am hopelessly unchanged. In these 2 wks, I've skipped twice. Sux2bmi, living so far away & with no goddamn license!

Yawnzzz, goodmorning & I'm going back to sleep! Xoxo
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Hear me roarrrr...

2010-10-24T21:05:00.016+08:00

I finally went to the Zoo today!

Wanted to go for their buffet breakfast initially, but as usual, Terry spoiled the plans by fetching me 1 1/2 Hrs later than planned.

Ended up with the Zoo-per-saver Package which included admission+ Unlimited Boat&Tram ride. Ultimately, we still wasted our $ because,

1. It started raining so damn heavily after we alighted from the boat.

2. We wasted so much time in the gift shop, sheltering from the rain.

3. Decided to walk in the rain, & after awhile, i suddenly felt damn sick & the smell from the restaurants made me feel like puking.

4. I didn't feel like staying anymore, so we left instead.

All in all, We spent only 2 1/2 Hrs in the Zoo, watched only 1 Show, used the boat and tram once, & got ourselves caught in the rain. SO DAMN WASTED LAH, I wanted to visit all the animals & watch all their shows:(

+ All I need was to nap for 1/2 hr, Cos after that, I was perfectly fine. Sibei sian ah.

"Read the sign, You can find Pedro & Friends in Terry's Pants! it rhymes btw!"

"Okkkk.... Besides the Polar Bears (which are currently out of the Zoo), My other Most favourite animal in the Zoo is the WHITE TIGER! Idk why, but somehow, they look very classy & elegant. ♥ "
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okkk, Saturday's post below btw~!

XOXO.

Shopaholic

2010-10-23T20:36:00.001+08:00

My Saturday was spent on Topshop/Newlook/Makansutra/Marina Bay Sands ♥
Massive Sales everywhere!

My wardrobe is full, my outdoor clothes stand is gonna fall anytime soon, & my mother is nagging @ me.
I promise not to shop anymore next week. I haven't even worn the clothes that I bought last week, & even the ones that I bought while having my internship, as a form of retail therapy!Bahhhhhh.

Okkkk, maybe I shall pack my clothes & sell them away! Anyone wanna buy??! Most of them worn once or twice or even brand new with tags!

Btw, December is coming soon! & this will be the only year in my life that I ain't planning to throw myself a birthday Party. I'll probably just invite some people, reserve a table or smth. hmmmm... BUT, I'm already in the midst of coming up with my wishlist! :D

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad, Buying all of the things I never had....

Back 2 School

2010-10-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

Photo credits: FJM photography!

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I'm done with week 1 of school, & i am happy with myself ^^
Comparing work & School, I think I'll still prefer school, cos I don't have much repsonsibilities on hand & time passes so so so much faster!
But of course, ultimately, I'll rather choose to have none- No work, No School, Only slack, Party & Shop! & I will make that possible in time to come~

My life's been pretty monotonous lately, as I forbid myself to go out after school from Mon-Thurs. Cos, knowing myself, If i'm too tired, I'll always end up skipping school on the next day. & This semester, I will not allow myself to do that. I'll be more deciplined for the last 4 mths of my poly lifeeeeeee!

& Call me kiasu, but i"ve already started looking up on university courses! As much as I wanna overseas to get my degree, I know I'm not independant enough. Plus, once I leave, I won't come back till I come back with an angmoh! It'll be a big bad distraction... heheheheeee.

So, I think I'm gonna stay here, take an easy course with the shortest time needed to graduate& bid my education path, goodbye forever! :D

...... But first, I'm gonna gonna put in all my effort for the last 4 mths of poly~ GAMBATEHHHH!

My love will get you home.

2010-10-10T23:27:00.013+08:00

This is how it feels, to stand at the top and look down....

" Oie, return me lah" , " I didn't take it! Wewwson did!"

Bright, cold silver moon.

2010-10-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

Photo Credits: Fjm Photography;

For better or for worse.

2010-10-06T06:51:00.001+08:00

So many reasons to give it all up, & take back my love. But I meant it when I said I would do anything, if only you'll prove its worth.

Shattered & mended, don't break my heart once more. Don't put tears in my eyes ever again. Cause for the so many times that I've lost myself for you, don't say it isn't true.

&as long as I can feel you holding on, I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong. I'm not perfect but I keep trying, cos that's what I said I would do from the start.
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2010-10-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

Your life is so fucked up, & no, I don't wanna be a part of it.

A leopard never changes its spots.

2010-10-03T22:55:00.004+08:00

YOU'LL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH.
THERE WILL FOREVER BE SOMETHING ELSE THAT YOUVE TO PAY ATTENTION TO.
THE KIND OF ATTENTION I WILL NV GET.
I SO FKING REGRET THE EFFORTS I CONSTANTLY PUT IN.
FUCK YOU RIGHT BACK,
YOU AIN'T GONNA MAKE USE OF ME NO MORE.

Dance, dance, like its the last, last, night of your life.

2010-10-01T02:28:00.016+08:00

Gear up

2010-09-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm omw to Powerhouse nowwww. Probably my last ladies night before school starts...

Parrrrrtyyy like a rockstar babes!
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Head Over Heels

2010-09-29T04:16:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, baby, You make me fall head over heels with you...
Other times, You make me wanna rip off your head and throw away all my love for you...

Sometimes, just sometimes, you'll do anything to make me happy...

Why are you sucha baby, so difficult to please?

Never thought that this would go on till today,

Its been more than 2 years b,

I cannot say for sure that its going strong......

But I'll continue to love you for as long as you'll love me too...

even though, you've become fat & ugly & fat & fat.

& i love BJ too....

HAHAHAA

XOXO,

Your Babylove ♥

What would you wish for, If you had one chance...

2010-09-27T22:22:00.009+08:00

Why so many girls fall for your kid face leh?

HAHAHAHA. Happy Birthday lah, Ah Ong!

I hate to say this, but, I think I gotta start controlling my spending.

Everything seems clearer now.

2010-09-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

I fucking hate you each time you do this shit. You'll never ever fucking change. So fuck off and stop dashing all my hopes. Go and don't come back. Cos I don't wanna forgive you.
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When I'm with you, I'll make every second count

2010-09-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

WEDNESDAY: Secret Hideout

Had made plans to visit Marina Barrage on Wednesday because 1) I've not been there yet. 2) I have never flown a kite before, i think? or maybe I was too young to remember...

However, we woke up late on wednesday morning, dillydallied & it was already noon time by then, & the sun was megashithot, so we kinda change plans instead.

Drove around for a little bit till we came across this secret ulu place, which I will now call,

"my secret hideout".

Food was prepared by yours truly. Doesn't look appetitizing, but I'm good alright! ^.^

Healthy much? Eat like this, & you'll never have to worry bout your weight!! Just don't be a full-pledged vegan alright!

I think these "little baby mountains", or so I call, are damn cute. HAHAHA. They were all over the ground I don't even know what they are! Terry says that its where the fishes lay their eggs??? hmmmm.......

Grey clouds started to gather and the sky started to darken as we were about to leave the place.

This is how extreme the damn weather can get!

End of my secret hideout.

Can anyone recognize where this place is? HAHAHAHA.

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THURSDAY: Roadtrip to JB part III

Third time going into JB with Terry. The past two times, we were to buy, modify & add stuff to the car. This time round, we went in solely to pump patrol & walk around city square a little.

Though, its always boring whenever i tag along, I'll rather follow, cos somehow, I don't feel safe when Terry drives in to JB alone, whether or not his friend drives & lead the way. Anyway, Joy rides are super suitable for lazy people like me!;D

The mini pink bottle is my newest addition to the items that I always have in my bag. Matches well with my blue polka dotted travel pouch! both from daiso 2 bucks each onlyyyyyy~

Was raining heavily as we made our way to the checkpoint. & the weather caused a mini jam along the way.

Damn fat now right? "Bungalow" Syndrome for him. & This is also what we call "Karma".

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& btwww, This is my fav jacket as of nowwwww! NEON PINK. So damn traffic stopping; a plus point when crossing the roads. I LIKEEEE !^.^

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Hate how you're gonna leave me all alone in this small boring island again, while you go have your fun :(

....Cause I miss you, Whenever you're not around...

Magnification

2010-09-22T22:17:00.010+08:00

Guess what, you are fucking up my mind right now. I keep thinking about the words you said. You've gotta stop being so narrow-minded and start accepting the fact that you're currently living in the modern society where your traditional-and conservative-past has ceast to exist. Quit making a mountain out of a molehill. What's the fuss????? Why are you afraid of what others might think, I don't understand?Its not as if I'm doing an act of public display in your face or anything immoral.

I can't believe that you could insult me like that. You have no right to call me childish because I bet you were worst off than me when you were at my age. At least I am responsible enough to bear my own consequences without any parental guidiance. What for hold on to your child so tight, when at the end of the day, he doesnt know how to be responsible? You can't lead your child by the hand, for the rest of his life. One day, he'll just belong to someone else. So why can't to start learning to let go now? Every parent would want to protect their child, but sometimes, its only through the mistakes that they really learn.

I'M NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE OR INTEFERE. I'VE REALLY TRIED TO RESPECT YOU, TO WIN YOU OVER. Even to the extent of doing things against my own principles. But how long do I have to do all these for? You know, I've never felt so stressed when visiting other people's family, cos they can accept me for the person I am.

I'm not who you want me to be. I don't do household chores, I have nothing to worry for, I love tattoos & piercings, I party, I drink, I love wearing shorts, I spend money like its free, I am too vain for my own good, I am sometimes superficial.... I'm not the kind of girl that will stay home & slog away for the rest of my life. I COULD CHANGE ALL THESE, BUT WOULD IT BE WORTH MY EFFORTS?

I'm am so damn fking pissed now, does anyone understand my pain?????

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It'll be a miracle if this r/s lasts forever.

Ballplay

2010-09-21T20:58:00.013+08:00

Bowling with Ange, Darius & Tuan today;

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I love my brother, cos no matter what nonsense I do, He'll always play allong with me. Plus, I think he gives in to me the most. hee <3

Slut like that

2010-09-20T23:59:00.012+08:00

*deleted

Some fatty don't let me show the slutty photos:(

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I'll love you right back, baby, when you love me too.

I like it longggggggggg....

2010-09-20T00:43:00.009+08:00

....Long hair I mean...

EXTENSIONS, again, wtf.

My original hair length...

I've nothing to complain about the length at the back, but I just cannot stand the sides. So damn short I hate it. Did i mention how much I regretted cutting "v" and layering my hair??? Sucks much. NOW I SO LIKE MY HAIR TO ALL BE THE SAME LENGTH OK!

Initially, I gave up on extensions, since the last time i removed them ( like before cny or smth?) cos it can be such a waste of money, plus, its quite damanging. But after looking through my old photos, I just had the urge to extend the fking hair again. Yeah, damn the repetition! I think its my 5th time alr!

There was a promo going on. Do 100, free 50. So I did like 220 strands in total. I think its by far the most I've ever done. Big hole in the pockets, but i'm not gonna complain.....

Anyway, I trimmed the hair shorter yesterday, & My fav(sometimes) little boy took a picture for me, cos he likes girls with long hair toooo! awwww... ^.^

If anyone pulls my hair, I will so %^&*%^&*&^#$% you up.

My hair is my greatest glory right now.

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Spent the lazy Sunday by heading over to Vivo in the late afternoon.

ANGE & I TRIED THE FREEZING CHAMBER @ NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC!

fking cool yoz!

1 buck for 1 min, & you can get freezed! I LIKE I LIKE! Good to experience some winter climate in scorching hot singapore, even for that 1 minute!

We slacked @ the roof area, before heading over to Sentosa to walk about & take photos. Am still waiting for the shots from Wewwson the photog!!

Walked past wavehouse & I SO WANNA GO LAHHHHH! so goddamn fun. I must must must must go soon! Anyone????

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oh & I took my weight just now! wheeeee~ I like what I saw! :D

Gonna work out @ the gym when I wake up tomorrow and then hang by the pool to catch some rays before heading out to date at nightzxzxzxz =D

Am totally enjoying my holidays, & i don't want this fun to enddddd.........

Creepy Crawlies

2010-09-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

I SHOUTED @ TH FKING COCKROACH, "FUCK YOU", BEFORE FLUSHING IT DOWN THE TOILETBOWL.

Don't mess with me bitch.

HAHAHA.

omfg

2010-09-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

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HAHAHAA

The "Are you/ Have you" game

2010-09-15T21:06:00.008+08:00

* i've remove my photos for your sake*

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This r/s is worth $2k as of nowwww.

Kamasutra

2010-09-14T01:42:00.009+08:00

I failed my btt today with a result of 44/50. THAT'S ONE FKIN MARK ONLY! I nvr planned to pass initially, but when i saw the result, i felt damn pissed, even the tester looked @ my result and smiled to me. & Now i gotta wait till Nov to retake. ccb. I think by the time i pass, I won't have the chance to drive to Poly alr. Damn this shit.

The naked truth

2010-09-13T03:26:00.000+08:00

Its 320am right now and I've been lacking of sleep recently. Am lying on the bed right now listening to music and thinking through lots of stuff. It all started w my dream last night.

1 of the issues being fate. Do you believe in fate? I think I do. Hmmmmm. Just that fate is useless unless it happens at the right place and at the time.
2ndly, I've come to realise that I truly believe in this; " the past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present".
I'll want life to be like a record tape, I get to play the wonderful memories, pause the happiness, stop the painful ones, and even delete the non beneficial ones.

Ok enough of my thoughts. Today was supposedly the day I was supposed to trash things out w Terry because I was so damn unhappy and so wanted to get out this current r/s. But being ever forgiving like a child, I tend to forget all the unhappiness with a gift. New polaroid cammy! <3

Alright alright, I'm not so materialistic ok. He did put in more effort to love me and treat me better today. Make me happy like how it was today and everything will naturally fall better into place whether or not there is an occurring question of what the ending will be. I'm that easily contented.

Right now I really gotta force myself to sleep. Good morning complicated world,
Xoxo.
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My heart skips a beat when you look at me, like how it always has.
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Redbull is the sexxxxx

2010-09-11T17:15:00.008+08:00

" Hii.... You want my services? *shows slutty look and chicken thigh* "

My lil ah lian looks so cute!

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Partied @ Zouk last night with the girls. High on sugar level with redbull,

which kept me so fuckin awake till 7am this morning while the rest who camped over @ my place, slept like little babies. I love redbull.

Okay, My sickness is worst now, My nose bled just now with angeline as a witness. HAHAHA

&So I did make up for Angeline & also for Shuen today. But next time, I'm gonnna start charging $$$$! &&& congratulate me, I think I've found my talent!

heeheee

anyway,

THIS WORLD IS SO DAMN FKIN SMALL OHMYGOD.

Pa-Pa-Parrrty People

2010-09-10T14:01:00.007+08:00

"Hi.. hi hi, we we we ...we're re-re-retards, can we be f-f-f-friends?"

Gonna party with these gggirls tonight, its been a while since I last stepped into a club.

Okay, I'm actually feeling quite sick right now, & i think after tonight, I sure K.O.

Chubby Bunny

2010-09-09T00:35:00.004+08:00

Its 12:38AM, I just got back not to long ago & I'm munching on sweet corn snack! growing my fatty patties:(

I feel like having sashimi tomorrow! hmmmm, anyone?

bitchyyyy

2010-09-08T01:58:00.001+08:00

Today I said:

" Can buy me polaroid camera? I can help you take photos also leh! win win situation!"

Hahahaha, damn bitch.

Super Maria

2010-09-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA

Rainbow

2010-09-02T22:10:00.011+08:00

I'll go random again:

x My eyes are too reliant on makeup. just look @ how tired+ small my eyes are. I wanna save $$$ to edit my eyes alr.
x I dyed my hair two days back. Its supposed to be purplish but it looks brownish again.

x Awfully choc in the night, awfully choc in the morn + all the sinful stuff

x I am tanner noww, yay!:D

x Last night i woke up like 10 times cos it was so fking cold & bloody bastard kept hugging the pillow instead.

x I came home at 12pm today & slept till 3ish

x okay, 2 years alr, are you suprised? I am, cos by right, this r/s is so damn screwd up.

x Crab partying again tomorrow! loyal customer okkkkk!

x Gonna work for comex over the wkends $$$

& most imptly,

x JH Wants to sponsor my air ticket to go overseas shopping!! WHEEEE! so i pray he'll win bets!

okay, i think my $$$ is now staring to deplete :(

2nd Year

2010-09-01T00:40:00.003+08:00

It isn't really the time, its the process.

& in our case, we ain't progressing no more, we're just counting down to the time we part.

High of a love, Drunk from the hate

2010-08-30T01:31:00.007+08:00

I fucking wasted all my time waiting for you to do your crap. Tyvm.

Model for hire

2010-08-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

SHOKUBUTSU

Cos when I leave, I'm never coming back.

2010-08-25T00:50:00.004+08:00

Shuen Strawberri accompanied me on the line today,

1. all the way to yishun
2. during 1hr break
3. all the way from esplanade back home

You have no idea how appreciative i feel.

& she told me:

You can only push a girl away for so long until she walks out of your life on her own and never turns back.

& I cannot agree more.

Tiger

2010-08-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

Just reached home from work. Tiger girl, at one of the musicals @ esplanade. Okay, bar girl, beer girl whatever you call that.
Anyway, free flow of drinks and nice environment filled with rich men and angmohs, my fav. Many old old guys with young wives though. Money diggers, but I don't despise them afterall they managed to get what they wanted.
What I love about working @ such events is the looks that those aunties give you, esp when their husbands look at you and smile. HAHA, did they regret not making good use of their youth in the past?

Ok, 1 meal for the whole fucking day, because some people just don't bother. They don't fking bother about your life, your wellbeing and. Your safety. The list goes on...
Oh well, life's just sad like that because people make wrong choice and they can't turn back.
Don't learn from me kids. Xoxo
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Monopoly

2010-08-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

Recently, the folks just invested in Scala @ Lorong Chuan. Was kinda pissed at first cos they knew how badly I wanted to get out of a condo. My room is smaller than anyone else's and i hate it. So fucking squeezy & everything is in a mess.
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Until the day before, that my parents announced the possible changes during dinner!
1. Sell away Jalan Usaha's unit if the price is good.
2. Move to a townhouse!!! (FUCKYEAH!)
3. Rent out this small apartment
4. Sell away unit in Bkk, invest elsewhere.
5. Release investment in Scala when the time is right.

HAPPY OR WHAT!?!?!?!?! I MAY FINALLY BE ABLE TO MOVE AWAY FROM THIS SHIT PLACE!!! okkkkk, now we need to wait for Terry to do the necessary searches & whatnots, & tadah! 3 transactions in total. Think my parents are treating him well, giving him alot of chances for $$$, so i deserve every right to be treated better. Get it?

..... If everything goes well as planned, I hope to shift out before gg to university! Lalalalalala....

Selfish world

2010-08-21T00:51:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you only have that 1 choice.
You make it, you live with it.
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Cleaning out my closet

2010-08-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

I rmb long time back when Glenys organized the flea, we were talking about how useful the clothes racks were, saving time looking for clothes etc.
After that, she bought a clothes rack to be placed in her room.
Yesterday, it was my turn to follow! Found tthe most suitable rack from ikea, white, tall and most imptantly, stable!
Packed my wardrobe and now the rack is used only for dresses and jackets!

Happy with the convenience of choosing clothes now, despite the fact tt its so "shopping-mall like".
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The End

2010-08-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY 6MONTHS INTERNSHIP!!!!!

Not really the feeling that I wanted initially. I'm supposed to feel fucking happy,
but i think I'm kinda starting to miss this place...
I spent 6 mth of hardship here and its only because of this that I've gained so much....
Sometimes, people really do learn through the hard way isn't it?

Just now, Darren, Jessie & I went to have the last drive around the entire place, all the memories just came pouring back! I remember my first buggy training....
& also, FO team gave me a "card thingy" with all the wishes and all.... The work may suck, but the I really love some of the people....

anyway...

I'm back to my old & easy life nowww!!!!<3

USS

2010-08-03T23:50:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY:

Headed down to USS. That place is so damn freaking boring, plus it rained the whole time! Lucky for transparent ponchos that they sold, so at least people could see your outfit & you wouldnt' have wasted time dressing up! Anyway, we were there from 2.30pm- 7pm & we just kept walking around. The place is just overrated & even the pizza in the restaurant sucked!

I'll only put up this photo, cos the rest is uglyyyyyy...

Okay, though its really boring, everyone should at least go there ONCE in their lifetime, especially if you're a Singaporean!
But.... maybe a 6 year old kid would appreciate this better.

Running from the truth

2010-07-25T21:04:00.012+08:00

Last week, they gave me 9 days of am shift before my off this weekend..Its was really a miracle! If you know me well, You'll know how I fail terribly in my attendance, so you see how much I've changed ever since...

I also got my logbook signed! I really thank R for the comments she gave. Not that I don't wanna be humble, but this time I really worked for my grades. I believe each of us really put in a lot of effort to come this far. I know I complain a lot, & there were times I really wanted to give up.... But I'm happy now cos IT'S ALL COMING TO AN END! :D This journey has been far too tiring but indeed I've gained alot from this, the bittersweet experiences that I could have never gained elsewhere.

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Terry has gotten his car, which also means that getting from place to place will be much easier. But it also means a possible addition to the existing problems btw us, which i see no point explaining further. Anyway, I just need to hurry re-sign up for the tests etc so that I can pass & get a car soon so that I will be more independent and "find my own life".

I have some random things to write so here it goes:

#1. You'll think that the GPS is a useful tool in getting you around Singapore. No doubt, it does, however It takes you around in circles too! Sometimes, It may just better to trust your instincts!

#2. You know how I dislike drinking milk, but recently, I found a brand which produces the kind of milk that my tastebuds accept! Wheeee... Say hii to my stronger bones!

#3. I have no picture for this. But I have big& ugly bruise on my knee right now, my elbow's hurting and my right buttcheek's aching too, thank to the "glamourous" fall I had the other day!
Can you believe it? I was carrying my plate of food when I slipped and fell in the middle of the cafe (puddle of water on the ground )! It happened too quickly, after ending up on the ground, I was thinking to myself " WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?!!?"

Fucking paiseh, I nvr embarrassed myself this bad. All my pride.... I wanted to hide my face & cry seriously! Luckily everyone was nice, no one laughed, & some people helped. I thank god was mature people around! heee.

#4. I'm getting very white now, & I'm really desperate for the rays nowww. I don't have to say much, my fairness is so obvious, its pissing me off. When I go for my lil getaway in a few wks time, I'm gonna come back BLACK! hmph!

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What's a blog without photos? Lots of me for you to see...

xoxo
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Beyond hope

2010-07-24T12:50:00.004+08:00

Why are you brought up with so poor sense of punctuality? Obviously your lame classes isn't teaching you to become a better person.

Yeah, I don't deny that I'm extremely temperamental. But you don't make anything better by fucking up my day. Always accommodating to your hectic lifestyle, now who's gonna accommodate to mine? Are you gonna make my stressful day @ work better, or do you often make it worst? I fall easily cause there's nothing to hold me up.

Keep your hands off till you can love me for the right reasons.

Yippee Hoo Hoo!

2010-07-17T08:50:00.000+08:00

"You have been given the provisional approval for your application"

Liar Liar Pants On Fire

2010-07-13T12:43:00.002+08:00

You know how some people over promise & cannot deliver?
At the end, they avoid your calls cause they have no explanation to save their sorry asses.

No fucking sense of punctuality & responsibility.

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OMG.

2010-07-10T01:00:00.003+08:00

DE*** L** (GUY)
July 4 at 1:44pm

Hi, thks for the add. U r cute, care to intro?

Terry Terrapin Tan
July 7 at 11:05pm

??? I'm engaged

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Let's get wet.

2010-07-05T23:21:00.015+08:00

I FINALLY OWN A UNDERWATER CAMMY! :D The camera's perfect & i'm loving the functions....<3><3><3>

Brought my camera into the water this evening....
In the beginning, there was some kind of fear, its like I know its waterproof, but I ain't very sure.... until I plopped cammy into the pool, & TADAH, all fears gone!

I think I own quite a few samsung items now, & yes, I like Samsung!

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This morning, I also went for my Spa treatment! If you're thinking of going for a massage, Try Auriga! Its really good, & so much better than the previous one I went! Everything & everyone there is really nice! :D

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OKAY I'm going back to school tomorrow for briefing! & I'm gonna erase everything from my laptop & reformat it cos the memory space is full:/ & there's so many nonsense programs in here that causes my leoppy to lag sometimes!

TTFN!

Not everyone has what it takes to be queen, better play your subjects well.

SEAWORLD

2010-06-29T20:42:00.009+08:00

Shopping these days have been really unproductive. I only bought a pair of heels today. + I don't even know when I'm gonna wear it cos its so mofo high.
Now, I dare say I fully understand the meaning of retail therapy. Working makes me feel so "locked up" and each time I'm off, I just need to get out & buy buy buy, even though all the stuff I've been buying still remains in their paperbags. I really really really need my freedom back, I hate hate hate hate to be controlled :(

A moment ago, my mom just started nagging about how I should have gone JC. Hate it when she starts this, no matter how many times she repeats, nothing changes the fact that I made the wrong choice. So what if she was a top student who went into NUS? So what If she was the captain of the team? So what? I think she should accept the fact that I'm lazy when it comes to studying and often I'd rather choose the easier way out in life.

ON A HAPPIER NOTE, My dad seems to be in good mood! He wants to buy over the little snowy village in NZ. HAHAHAHA WTF?!?! rlly? i don't believe. If the village is really good at all, no one would sell it away, & even the mayor himself would fork out the money to buy it over. Wtf, I'd rather he invest money on me!
Lalalalala, He does whatever he wants, I'm still happy cos he's willing to sponsor me some $$$, I'm happy! I'm gonna get myself a underwater camera! Yippee hoo hooo :D:D:D:D:D

P.S: I love sponsors! Anyone?

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OKAY, AUSSIE SEAWORLD PHOTOS FIRST!

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Happy endings are few & far between.

2010-06-27T23:05:00.009+08:00

I feel so stupid, always having to fight to be at the top of your priorities and end of the end of the day, you still don't give a fuck. I don't know why I've been holding on this long despite all the unhappiness and disappointments that I face time after time. What's the point of being in a relationship with you, when you can never be there for me? Can't believe how much a person could change for the sake of money.

You know, I wished I never knew you from the start.

Owl

2010-06-11T03:40:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so tired right now, but I'm trying my best to keep myself awake, so that I'll be able to fall asleep on the plane later.

2 days ago, I was damn bloody close to purchasing the tickets to bkk, but in the end, with all the arguments etc, I didn't. Yesterday morning, I couldn't keep my mind off those tickets & I really wanted to purchase them so badly, but with the quarrels, I didn't. Today, THE SAME SHIT HAPPENS AGAIN. Reached home, logged into the webbie & filled up all the particulars only to back out last minute. Rah, waste time or what? You know sometimes, rushing into things may be better? I really wanna go, but the thought of having to plan so much makes me so damn tired alr. Well well, we'll see again. >:(

ANYWAYYYY, its only 2 more months left! Fucking happy or what? Cannot wait to get back my freedom, totally cannot wait! :D

OK, I'm not even done with my packing! Urgh, pack now & still gotta unpack later. I'll be waiting for Tumini to wake up so that packing will be so much faster/easier. Meanwhile, I'm gonna go watch some shows online nowwww!

TTFN! xoxo.

2010-06-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

I think I forgive & forget easily as how a kid would.
xoxo

2010-06-09T18:41:00.001+08:00

"A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go"

Miss Bojangles

2010-06-06T21:37:00.005+08:00

An update in random;

#1 Opened another blog& I like the other alot better, but I'm gna make it private for now. Sometimes, we all need more privacy don't we?

#2 Had a long talk with G the other night, very satisfying though! Its been like 4 yrs since I did that, & I think we should start to drift back despite having our own lives, don't you agree?

#3 My streaks are continuing to fade, as seen abv,& I feel like dyeing it back to a single colour, but I don't wanna continue to spoil my hair any further. Hmmmmm, I cannot make up my mind.

#4 Am going back to work for another 4 days, & flying off after! Need to get my hands on new goodies, CANNOT WAIT.

#5 I'm already planning for my long holidays, the one which I'll have before heading back to the school. Thinking of going back to Bkk again!

#6 MIA & TOTALLY UNCONTACTABLE, wtf seriously? Share your reasons, but I really see no excuses at all. Gifts don't save your ass.

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XOXO ♥ ,
DO SOME CLICKING, UP MY $$$$$ NOW !!!!

Tonight I'mma let you be the Captain

2010-05-30T17:18:00.017+08:00

I'm Backkkkk! Today's my 3rd off day, but off days are nvr enough! Luckily, i'll be flying off to Aussie soon!

Had dinner with Terry, Km & Wilson @ Marche last night, & headed over to St James after. The queue was so motherfucking long & in the first place, we didnt even have to queue+pay.
1) No damn locker available, 2) So super packed, 3) Glenys had reserved the VIP area for her bday celebration.
Plus, I didn't have to see the things I didn't like. Man, you bitch like a girl you know that? Sux2bu & i feel sorry for you. hmmmm.... OKAY, the best part is that we don't have to share the dancefloor with the people we don't like sharing with. This world is selfish.

So, thank you Sista, we enjoyed ourselves! Much love & memories for the past 18 1/2 yrs, since the time you bit my finger and caused it to look ugly! <3>

Pictures speak a thousand words;

More photos @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=219354&id=510288063&l=744418ac6b

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Gna cash out my moolahs in a while! Meanwhile, I know you always secretly come back to get an update of my life, so continue to click on my nuffnang ads & i'll give you more gossip, news & scandal! lalalalalalla.

TTFN<3!

FML.

2010-05-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

20 MORE MINS TILL I END MY WORK! (ok, i beta end on time else i will throw a bitch fit right there & then... )
Finally gonna have my well deserved off after working consecutively for 8 days. Sucks much? But I'm so damn proud of myself! I can't even attend 5 days of lessons in a week w/o feeling so drained out, and here I am right now, so damn disciplined!
Wowwwww, If i can apply this to school, My GPA will soar like an eagle!

Anyway, Gotta wake up early tomorrow & go back to rehab centre for lesson 2. + I've had no time to practice what my therapist taught. #$%^&&^. Where got time?? Ok, & I need to get good food+ SHOPSHOPSHOP tomorrow ^.^

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ONLY 10 MORE MINUTES TILL I END!!!!!!! excited alr, heeeehuuuuu.

P.S; Fucking scary to work alone at night. Went to the washroom alone w my mobitalk (security purposes) & its cold+ creepy ttm. *shivers*

Bondage & Dominance

2010-05-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

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. .... Show more love, before I'm long gone.

Baby if you strip you can get a tip..

2010-05-05T15:18:00.021+08:00

Alohaa!
I requested for off on the 4th & 5th as I had made a reservation to celebrate Terry's 21st in advance. BUT...the hotel rejected my reservation the day before. cheeekennuggets.

Soooo..... on the morning of the 4th, was deciding btw booking another hotel, fine dining or spa.

& tadahh, traveled to Orchard for Spa instead..

with unlimited usage of their wet facilities...

Relaxing lounge, with uhm, bad reception & CNA on screen ...

treatment room for couples.... 45 mins of body massage + 30 mins of body scrub!
The therapist even massaged + scrubbed my boobs and butt lor! WTF.

but, I love massages...... naked! now you knw my secret. shhhh, HAHA. No la, I mean on bare skin lah.

& after that, had some healthy snacks before leaving.

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Hehhhehhh, even though the focus wasn't supposed to be on me, still, I bought myself a pair of shoes from f21...... Love f21, everywk without fail, new item from there <3. onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_mVxnpXT8WCE/S-Ec9E4-ISI/AAAAAAAACoI/GSWU0FlULrU/s1600/IMG00314-20100504-2221.jpg">
& the boots which everyone thinks is ridiculous... but i like what! v useful for winter countries right! & now so fucking cheap. $10 bux only!

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Okay, anyway yesterday was my off day, but I received a call from work which scared me for a while....

I was told that one of the guest was looking for me for some documents which I helped him to handle. At first I was like .... omfg, I don't rmb a shit abt any documents at all. Thought I was gna be in deep shit & all, So i gave the guest a call....

but lalalala, it turned out that he just wanted to thank me personally for lending him my pen & it was the only way to get me to call him with my mobile no. etc etc.... RAHHHH. unnecessary fear...

Right now, Its so fucking warm & sunny I feel like I'm about to melt. TTFN, I wanna fly to the north poles w my fluffy polar bears & hibernate.........!!

fyi, WE ARE COMPLICATED , HMPH.